HIM AND I

He and I, like splitting souls

like a child in woods, crazy and deep

I like to write and sing

like a kite in the purple sky

he like a poker face with secrets inside

showing the world how untouched he is

I know he likes the poems I read

I am like air, shapeless and blind

and he is trynna make me his fine art

Cigarettes and drinks have not touched my taste

But he got me addicted to his pretty face

He burns the love stories and laughs at emotions

I collect them like an album keeping them all inside

He is in another world that is not mine

But tho he keeps me tied under his dark peeping smell

He is invading me piece by piece

Changing my dreams and making my heart bleed

Suffocating me with his smile

He is the reason why am I alive

I tried to run and climb the stairs

But he dragged me down in the world of toxic players

He changes his face every time

He makes me viscous by kissing the red wine

I can hear him in my dreams

telling me to come along with him

He sees the beast inside him

But when I look at him I can only see the rose

He tore my immature side and he cut off the deep thread inside

And like a dead poet I wrote a letter with my bleeding memories

He is the cloud above the sky and I'm the drop deep inside the sea

I pulled myself away and made a new way

But he is holding my breath inside his chest

He knows I'm the one who is crazy in love

Even he kills I will come along with the winds

I wrote on the old walls "he is my forever"

I can not walk without him leading the way

I can not wake up until it's him who calls my name

I am the one who keeps this story hidden

it's not him, It's me who created this world on flames.