Curse of a broken soul

I am sorry..

I have never been more sorry for myself..

But does that mean it shall never happen again?

I don't know.,I do actually.

It will not work,it will never work,we have a tendency to push things until they fall apart.I wonder maybe that's why I bring it together, so that I can tear it over and over. You see I didn't do that on purpose,it's involuntary mostly I don't remember doing it, it's a curse all broken soul must bear,the void must consume the rest. She shall have the best of me.