Confusion Due to No solution

When I think of the past,

My heart sadly bleeds,

Why so many losses?

I couldn't bear it at all.

You may lose once,

Or at the maximum,

More than thrice,

For me, loss is life.

In love I badly lost,

Goals not realized,

What harm I did?

I can't understand.

From every defeat,

I bounced stronger,

Again another blow,

How can I easily bear?

By people I was easily cheated,

God also ruthlessly ignored,

If God even doesn't show care,

Where shall my poor soul go?

I lost absolutely hope,

As events shattered me,