Mamma, World is lonely

Mama

This world is very lonely, scary and difficult

I am bored of its mountains, rivers and seas

I am not interested in its colours and sounds 

I am afraid of the hate that is all around 

I am tired of proving my sanity to world 

I am exhausted at seeking acceptance

I am giving up on seeking love 

I am not interested in saving the world 

I am tired mama, I am scared mama

Can I get back into you 

Like the way I came out

And rest in your womb 

Floating moving kicking 

Carefree of everything

In my small dark world 

With the music of our hearts 

Everytime you placed hand on tummy

I felt you mama

Everytime you sang a Lullaby 

I heard you mama

Everytime you wore Mogra 

I smelled it mama

Do you remember mama 

When I was in your womb 

And you could not keep anything in 

You vomited day and night 

And then those medicines were given 

To take us apart 

I have